(Vague for a reason)
Everything is coming unglued. All the pillars of stability are falling in or being ripped away, and I don't know, anymore, what to think. I'm a person who can adapt to a great many variables when I know they're coming, in a situation like travel or a project or something that demands it. In the other areas of my life, though, I need most things to be what they're supposed to be, need a minimum of chaos. Surprises are okay, I don't mind being flexible, but there comes a certain point past which all the flexibility becomes so much flailing in water that's too deep to survive. I can only build when there's a firm foundation. Is there? Will there ever be again? I am soul-sick with these questions.
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