My nerves are raw today... So I ran away a little. It's the test. I know it. I can't help it. I'll be a total basketcase tomorrow (more than usual) and then I'll be more like my version of fine. Right now, though I can feel the stress under my skin like live eels.
I'm hiding out in my room eating soup and listening to music. It's safer this way as I'm not a nice person when I'm stressed (more than usual) and I don't have the right to take this nasty out on anybody else. This way I don't have to make emergency judgement calls and hope that what falls out of my mouth isn't cringeworthy, and I won't claw up those who only mean no harm or who are just being themselves.
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