My appetite is gone. As in....did I eat today? Should I eat today? Oh yeah...that's why I have no energy. (Drags self to the fridge, stares apathetically in, eats a piece of cheese, goes away again.)
The only thing that usually sounds good is a type of Thai food I love, and it doesn't always sound good. Sometimes literally nothing does. I don't buy many groceries because I'm not eating much food. Things that I buy fresh go bad, so I've stopped bringing it home. It's a bit late in the game after this doubled dose for this, but I guess as capricious as Topamax is, who knows?
Yogurt, especially this stuff by Yoplait that's sort of desserty and creamy, has been my salvation. There's a berry flavor and a lemon pie flavor, and I suppose that's keeping me going. As long as I eat one good meal a day, I think I'm going to be okay. Monday, I had something forgettable for lunch, the blackberries I told you about and some popcorn for dinner. Probably, this does not count as a "wholesome meal."
I'll keep an eye on the situation. The weight is continuing to come off, and I can't say I'm sorry about that. It's just weird to be going to bed and realize that I forgot to eat anything for dinner.....
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